“Nothing new happens to the sun; only to the light of the moon does something new occur.”
– Ibn Ezra on Shemot 12:2
We start in the middle. Terrifying plagues are still building. Even the Egyptians are begging the Hebrew enslaved be released, all while Pharaoh’s hardened heart refuses to yield. We have come to the darkest and most illuminating point in the Exodus escape from narrowness.
There are 3 plagues left : the locusts, the darkness, and the killing of the first born. Initially these plagues don’t seem connected – one plague of food-destroying bugs, one plague of several days without sun, and the ultimate suffering of divine mass murder. And yet these plagues will draw us into the secret moment of redemption, that time cautiously stated as around midnight “כַּחֲצֹ֣ת” kachatzot.
The locusts come first, Moshe warning the swarm “will cover the visible land and none will be able to see the earth.” And when Pharoah refuses they may leave with their children, the locusts are driven in by winds in a dense mass “כָּבֵ֣ד מְאֹ֔ד” – kaveid m’od, echoing one of the root verbs used to describe Pharoah’s too heavy heart. They darken the land “וַתֶּחְשַׁ֣ךְ הָאָ֒רֶץ֒” vtech’shakh ha’aretz with their heavy and ravenous presence.
The next time Pharaoh vacillates, rescinding another possibility of the people to leave, g-d declares a palpable darkness “וְיָמֵ֖שׁ חֹֽשֶׁךְ” v’yameish chosekh – a deep dark thick enough to feel. The Egyptians can’t see each other and can’t even move, so pitch black and unlit is it even at the mid day. For three days, and Rashi says six days!, the Egyptians suffer as stiff and unbending as their king.
The last plague is shockingly announced by g-d in Pharaoh’s own courtroom. Thus far haShem has announced plagues and predictions to Their prophets and left message delivery to them. G-d leaps suddenly into the moment, right after Pharaoh’s angry prediction that “the day you see my face, you will die!”, right after Moshe turns to leave, anger flaring between. HaShem warns of the final plague, the “loudest cry” in all of Egypt – the death of the first born. This plague will arrive “around midnight,” “כַּחֲצֹ֣ת” kachatzot.
These last three plagues increase darkness over the land; physically they block the view of the land, immobilize the sight of the citizens, and bring us deeper and deeper into the very midst of midnight, into the focal point of darkness and our tale. The plagues have been a show of divine power and an assault on Egypt’s land and citizens. Pharoah was a source of man’s control over nature, but these torments show that no human “god” controls natural and seemingly super natural events. These last three increasing shifts into darkness cloud Pharoah’s assumed embodiment as the sun.
After every locust in Egypt has been hurled into the yam suf – a not so subtle reminder of what awaits the chariots in next week’s parsha – and Moshe announces the final plague, the people are given instructions for what this night of guarding “לֵ֣יל שִׁמֻּרִ֥ים” leil shimurim, will be. This is the moment, before the parting of the Reed Sea, before the thundering revelation of mountainous weight, we receive our first commandment. It’s so small and easy to miss, followed as it is by such a Pesach-dik litany of To-Dos. And yet, there it is.
וַיֹּ֤אמֶר יְהֹוָה֙ אֶל־מֹשֶׁ֣ה וְאֶֽל־אַהֲרֹ֔ן בְּאֶ֥רֶץ מִצְרַ֖יִם לֵאמֹֽר׃
הַחֹ֧דֶשׁ הַזֶּ֛ה לָכֶ֖ם רֹ֣אשׁ חֳדָשִׁ֑ים רִאשׁ֥וֹן הוּא֙ לָכֶ֔ם לְחׇדְשֵׁ֖י הַשָּׁנָֽה׃
And haShem spoke to Moshe and to Aaron in the land of Egypt saying, “This month will be to you all the head of months, it is the first of the months of the year to you all.”
G-d announces to both Moshe and Aaron this first powerful mitzvah, Their first commandment to us, Their first צוותא “connection.” This storied and soon to be famous month, the month of Nisan, will be the start of a new calendar. The Ancient Egyptian calendar tied intrinsically to the flood status of the Nile can no longer serve as our time keeper as we go out to another land. This commandment comes explicitly in the midst of Egypt, before the final plague.
The sun, such an ancient symbol of power. Like Pharoah, the son of Ra, steady and solitary, unchanging in form, always vacillating between savior and destroyer, between the warmth necessary for growth and the burning heat that harms. But haShem and Moshe bring moon power. They bring the creation of Rosh Chodesh, a calendar of The Moon with its stable yet ever-changing nature. Pharaoh hardens, brittle and unyielding, unable to shift and change as he stiffens in strength, drowning in the weight of heavy glory. The Hebrew people accept the shifting nature of the wilderness desert and a calendar that lives by a waxing waning sign.
Our first commandment on surface is a calendar, but what is its root? We must mark our time separately from the time of our oppressors.
The imperial sun that never sets. An economy of ever increasing productivity and capital. The sun burns when allowed to shine too long. We have colonized even the night, but the night also must have its time to rest. Our first commandment is that we are a moon people, aware of night’s rhythms, able to change. Not just able, but commanded. Not just commanded, but shown the moon to follow in its ever-shifting sign.
This story arrives now as we move toward Tu bShevet, two months before Pesah’s full moon, like a primer. It comes in the still-dark winter, like that moment “around midnight” when freedom opens wide. Pesach will be that great event when we go out in the daylight. But this parasha comes bringing the night, darkening the Great House’s – Pharoah’s – doorstep. We need the reminder. The current dark is still too dark. The cold too cold. This little taste of freedom arrives textually when our natural calendar has the trees beginning their eventual unfurling. It reminds us joy is possible before Adar rolls in, it reminds us that we too can unfurl.
This first commandment is ever present to “you all,” firmly in the plural. We still live in a system that shares the sins of Egypt, that uses slavery to make its world run, that demands constant ever-busying labor. How can we fight a system that has colonized even time? Not only boxed it into clocks, but micro managed our supposed joys into calculated increments? Where hobbies are hustles?
I can’t help but recognize the difficulty of connecting in our own plague times. And yet somehow, we must. We must make our own time with each other outside of the systems of power. We must recognize the shifting nature of freedom under the rule of another, fight when possible, live as necessary, love in hope and hard times. There is no way but forward into the darkness, until we finally reach that unknown moment round about midnight where g-d pesach leaps, uneven and unsure as a new lamb into the spring air.