Rosh Chodesh Tevet 5782
There’s a midrash that once a year of Rosh Chodesh Tevet the Leviathan rises from the tehom deep to let loose a massive roar!
This roar scares some larger fish that are merciless in their consumption of the smaller fish, realigning the balance of power through divine mean.
We’ve awoken from the dreaming rest of Kislev to this, a yawning roar! Awake! Arise!
What is your roar right now?! What ferocious furor can you use to protect those in more dangerous positions than you? This is the month Esther was taken into the palace. How are you using your unexpected power to undermine the structures of harm?
This month is crowned by a monster. What are ways forward to healing, acceptance, and even compassionate love toward the monsters other people make of us?
This is the month against the evil eye, a protection against those roars sometimes used cruelly against us. How can you protect yourself when feeling attacked in healthy ways that don’t repeat past trauma? What are some rituals you can make or find to reclaim in positive ways the harm used against you?
These are big hard questions I admit and ones I don’t have answers to. I put them out there to engender more questions and more midrash and more Judaism and more connection.
Wake up; stretch those arms gently overhead; yawn your jaw loose. This Shabbos let yourself roar in joy; and, after, go into the month ready to clamor in righteous anger!